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Privacy / exists in draft / Good Luck and Dont Forget SMP 29 for Someone in My Heart

June 26, 2014 is the last meeting with you though hope not the last. All the memories of the past like being born again, there is a sense of sadness and loss that comes on suddenly. All that is in you is exactly the same as the past, dearest companions. At this date I poured the memory of the past re-born in this blog. O God my God why grow again this feeling, I do not want to experience again a very long turmoil as it once was.

June 27, 2014 Among the silence of an empty class in the dark at 5:45 in the morning I could not cry back where you are sitting, the same high school class: class 3-D on the same day the same date of the same month as it once was. Why would occur by chance. O God my God why did you give this exam again.

30 June-4 July 2014 Training Curriculum 2014, the days were quiet although I appear to represent a group presentation but looked stiff like a robot and does not focus more silent and did not care about fellow teachers of other schools that gave me an appreciation on ppt Percentage which he said was very good.

5-10 July 2014 PPDB, Principal Staff As there are no days off PPDB hope this activity helps to forget the sadness of the past, but your name came up repeatedly so quietly bowed Unconscious applicants currently serving mothers who are amazed to see the look on my face changes

July 11, 2014 the first attempt to reach you via SMS

July 12, 2014 in attendance were invited reoni alumni of SMP 29 in 2006 for breaking the fast together at the mosque SMP 29, the Heart still feels lonely and desolate, alumni Sorry if not much response and refused to gather and take pictures together

14 to 16 July 2014, the first days MOPDB. Although busy as committee MOPDB try, but there is no sense of spirit. This festive and frenzied activity eskul appearance on the art scene but the atmosphere still feels lonely hearts.

17 to 18 July 2014 Islamic School of Ramadan, Ramadan is Ramadan without you again. Festive opening event as a class VII, VIII, IX still can not cure loneliness hearts.

20-25 July 2014 Trying to fight and get rid of feeling lonely picket duty while in school. Recollection of meeting with you over and over again disrupt the atmosphere and there is a sense of longing hearts want to meet.

26 to 28 July 2014 This is the Day of Fitr feast Idhul most deserted during life, the joy that should come no more. That there feeling empty and deserted.

July 29 - 3Agustus 2014Together wife and beloved children's Eid vacation home in wife's hometown in Tasik Malaya. Still feels lonely hearts, O Allah forgive my sins if this feeling sickes wife and my children loved. O Allah forgive your servant, O God forgive me. I did not want this feeling to grow back.

August 5, 2014 words for religious gatherings at the residence Principals Sakapura with fellow teachers, remain quiet and still.

6-11 August 2014 The early days of teaching, While still trying to look up in class but careful not to be lied there feeling lonely and sad because it can no longer see you.

12 to 15 August 2014 is to chance to meet you, because it is an activity Cap Three fingers. Although part tasked to assist this activity but met expectations did not materialize. You present when I was busy with school assignments that can not be abandoned.

August 15, 2014 our beloved mother in the hospital had a stroke, partially paralyzed mother's body can not be moved. O Allah, if this sentence for me because of this feeling, the mother who is always thinking and praying for me.

16 to 18 August 2014, days are heavy because they have paced the hospital, keeping the mother and father who took ill, on the other hand many school tasks that must be followed and the feelings of the heart which can not be lost.

August 18, 2014 The best opportunity to meet you, had taken of daylight in the room photographing the TU interspersed with HUT RI student council activities, but the sudden leadership meeting conducted diminish the hope to meet you. You came at the recent meeting, and when rapim finished stuffing registered name is written. I fail to see, and that evening I sent you SMS, SMS last. I gave up and lost and before the mother lying in the hospital I cried. Mother, I'm sorry your son, I will take care of mom and always stands beside the mother to recover a sense of love and affection should have it for you mom.

August 20, 2014 Not much hope to meet you, even though today is a division of diploma, was disappointed when he saw the contents you have registered to take the diploma, it feels limp and listless again serve making diploma. But After Asr prayer unexpected present you again, miss the old My regret paid off, I'm back again I keep you book long and congratulated. Though not much to say when shake your hand and look you in the face again reminded of the past, you really reborn very-very similar to a friend who used to be these hearts. I'm not strong enough to hold back tears before I quickly spilled over and crying in the photocopy room. Thank you my student wish it was a long conversation with you but I have to be strong and fight to remove this feeling. However you will continue to exist and will I remember hearts forever as the only student who has been cultivating a deep sense of love. My Student farewell, may you always be succesful, and do not forget the SMP 29.

My Lonely Heart (Vocal Thanderbird)

Since You've Been Gone

ABBA : Hasta Manana

Where is the spring and the summer
That once was yours and mine?
Where did it go?
I just don’t know
But still my love for you will live forever

Hasta Mañana ’til we meet again
Don’t know where, don’t know when
Darling, our love was much too strong to die
We’ll find a way to face a new tomorrow
Hasta Mañana, say we’ll meet again
I can’t do without you
Time to forget, send me a letter
Say you forgive, the sooner the better
Hasta Mañana, baby, Hasta Mañana, until then

Where is the dream we were dreaming
And all the nights we shared
Where did they go?
I just don’t know
And I can’t tell you just how much I miss you

Hasta Mañana ’til we meet again
Don’t know where, don’t know when
Darling, our love was much too strong to die
We’ll find a way to face a new tomorrow
Hasta Mañana, say we’ll meet again
I can’t do without you
Time to forget, send me a letter
Say you forgive, the sooner the better
Hasta Mañana, baby, Hasta Mañana, until then

Hasta Mañana, say we’ll meet again
I can’t do without you
Time to forget, send me a letter
Say you forgive, the sooner the better
Hasta Mañana, baby, Hasta Mañana, until then

Tinggal Kenangan (caramel Band)

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                                                           Kandang Badak, Agustus , 1987